Monthly Archives: October 2014



It never shuts down

A force all its own

Exhaustion permeates my limbs,

While the rest of the world is sleeping, my mind is whirring

The darkness overwhelming my cold heart

Memories, regret and pain are knocking my door

With no end in sight,

Staring to the ceiling with thoughts I can’t erase,

While my demons and monsters are coming out of my closet haunting me

As I ache for sleep I wonder if this heartache can end,

and maybe I’ll find my way to dreamland again