I will try to find a way
I will try to find my courage
To fill the void
This feeling inside me is so unusual
And I’m laying breathless in my bed
Tell me what I should do
To bring the broken pieces back together
Tell me why you had to leave
And even though you are not here
I will remember you every time my heart beats
And I will try to find a way to live again
The Absinthe Drinker by Viktor Oliva
(Note: I wrote this poem few years ago)