Do you ever feel like you’re fighting an unwinnable battle
Nothing you do will ever be right
Nothing you do will ever be good enough
Things will never pan out
You will never get what you want out of life
You can try with all of your heart
And all of your soul
But you are just not meant to succeed
You are not meant to be happy
The moments you experience
Only provided to tease you
To show you what you’re missing
To show you what you don’t deserve
To remind you what you’ll never truly have
(wrote this poem few years ago)
I think expectations kill a lot of relationships, love shouldn’t come with a check list. Too
often people compare what they have to movies and their friends’ relationships. Taking
silly advice like, if he doesn’t hold your hair back when you throw up it’s not real or if
she doesn’t call you when she’s drunk out with her friends than it isn’t real. But love is
spontaneous, love is madness. You argue viciously but at the end of the day you don’t
want to see anyone else’s face but theirs. It’s not about waiting for your prince charming,
but going out to find your own happy ending. It’s not about the material things you could
bring to her. It’s something that just feels right something that isn’t forced. You could
have a complete checklist and still feel like somethings not right. It’s not supposed to be
perfect to everyone else, it’s supposed to be right just for you. If you should find yourself
unhappy then be fair to let one another know to save yourselves some time to recover,
give each other that closure too. Don’t settle for any less than you deserve, throw away
A while four awesome bloggers: amanpan Annie, Vibrant and freespirit have nominated me for the one lovely blog award
And if you’re looking for something interesting this week, you should definitely check their blogs and you won’t be disappointed:
- Thank the person who nominated you and provide a link to their blog.
- List the rules and display the award.
- Add 7 facts about yourself.
- Nominate 10 – 15 bloggers for the award, and comment on one of their posts to let them know.
7 Facts about me
I find the simplest things fascinating and wish my eyes were a camera.
I don’t believe in destiny or fate. We control our future not some celestial force or being.
I have an obsession with chocolate and red wine
I’m very stubborn and won’t budge for anything in the world
I’m pretty much impulsive.
I keep a red notepad by my bed for my writings and scribbles
Sometimes I can watch horror films completely alone in the middle of the night with the lights out and the curtains drawn