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Haiku: Before it’s too late


Plant flowers in people’s hearts
instead of leaving them upon their graves
Before it’s too late.



Something I could never have


Do you ever feel like you’re fighting an unwinnable battle
Nothing you do will ever be right
Nothing you do will ever be good enough
Things will never pan out
You will never get what you want out of life
You can try with all of your heart
And all of your soul
But you are just not meant to succeed
You are not meant to be happy
The moments you experience
Only provided to tease you
To show you what you’re missing
To show you what you don’t deserve
To remind you what you’ll never truly have

(wrote this poem few years ago)


Atheist vs Silly Questions


When people found out that I’m atheist; they seem to be shocked by my disbelief. Religious people have hard time understanding that their religion applies only to them, and that they can’t shove it down everyone’s throat. Here are my answers to some silly questions

  • Q: Why you hate god?

A: I don’t hate god in fact I can’t hate something that doesn’t exist; it’s like hating the tooth fairy or Santa Claus. I simply don’t feel the need to believe in a magic father in the sky. It doesn’t matter which religion you follow as god is god in any religion and every single one of them portrays him as a sadistic tyrant that people worship out of ignorance and disbelief.


  • Q: Then do you worship Satan?

A: “Hail Satan, “sacrifices a goat”. No, sorry to burst your bubble, but I don’t believe in him either. Wait, are you one of “satan blamers” you know the people who blame satan for all the bad things in this world. Then in this case, you have to admit that satan is more powerful than your god, or your god would intervene to stop him.


  • Q: What happened to you that was so bad that you quit believing in god?

A: Well, you don’t need trauma to have a common sense. I no longer believe because there is no evidence, religion for me is nothing but a con.


  • Q: So you don’t believe in any religion?

A: Why are you asking this question; don’t you know the definition of an atheist. Next Christmas, I will buy you a Merriam Webster’s dictionary, it would be more useful than your bible. Religions are crutch for weak minded people to latch onto because they can’t even tie their shoes without messing it up so they need “god” to tell to do everything. Religion is the simplest answer for primitives whose minds couldn’t fathom the possibility of an endless universe.


  • Q: Aren’t you afraid of going to hell?

A: Hell isn’t a real place. If believing in some invisible man in the sky is keeping tabs on my every moment in order to harshly judge me after death then thank you but NO, I would rather rot in hell and enjoy my life while I’m alive.  When to think about it, hell is not a bad place after all, no dull moment in it: You can get a free tan, throw a big party with atheists’ celebrities and rock stars, and engage in interesting conversations with atheists’ philosophers


  • If humans evolved from apes, why are there still apes?

Oh no, not the ape question! Seriously, aren’t you people tired of asking over and over the same question that only shows your lack to really grasp what evolution really is? This is a very old question that has been answered many times, and it either falls on deaf ears or is beyond the understanding of the listener; that’s why I stopped answering this question.


Now, take a look at the world do you see a lot of miracles happening? Do you see god’s will being brought through? Do you see god’s infamous mind control? If there was god, there’d be no murder, no hate, no bigotry, no racism, etc… There is no god. There’s just the sky, outer space, the sun, and our useless asses.



Intimacy isn’t just about sex or physical contact

Intimacy is when you don’t need hands to touch somebody

Intimacy is about being vulnerable, not wearing a mask

Feeling safe as you strip your soul layers by layers

As you stand naked, showing him your true self, even the darkest parts

or the parts you hate the most about yourself

But despite that he will still look at you as

you are something authentic, unordinary and special


Don’t give up


If you feel like giving up when doors keep closing in your face, when you  have been treated unfairly when things seem precarious, when the good things you do turn out wrong, when others let you down when you needed them and the reasons could go on and on.  Just remember all those disappointments can be turned around, I myself have faced some similar situations with next to little or no help at all. I used the disappointment to fire me up to prove not just to myself but those who I felt hurt by that I can still do the things I need and want to do with or without them

 So, no matter what you’re going through how hard things may seem you still have a choice give up and do nothing or stand up for yourself and do the very thing that others are trying to stop and put you off doing. Just work twice as hard for yourself to get what you need and want

 It takes courage to face the things that make you feel a sense of fear; fear of things not working out fear of having money problems; fear of doing things alone, etc . All those fears are just floating in your mind and can be dispelled with positive actions. So be careful not to let your fears and disappointments put you off what you need to do; and don’t give up on yourself because of others or situations not going how you wanted them to, stay positive and keep doing what you need to do to better yourself.


Living life in a colorless world


Feeling nothing is not natural. Not many are born

without joy or hatred. Emotions are not switches to be turned on and off

at one’s will. They are lenses of colored glass held up to the eye

through which the world

starkly contrasts itself.

When you get to the point where your emotions are all out of whack and you smile instead of cry, or just apologize because you can’t deal with losing anyone else, your world becomes filled with mixed emotions.

In this state, eyes are dull without feeling

and lips move to soundless words

because nothing has meaning.

Living life in a colorless world for a lost soul results in moving through each day trying to get through the day with great effort…but knowing you’re heading towards the nothingness ahead can be overbearing and can cause an unbearable feeling of being alone….Every situation is more intense and every situation involving loved ones, friends, and even your professional life can make it seem like all is lost when one thing goes wrong.

It’s hard living life, but each day you wake up…it has to be for a positive reason right??